What?

revival?

2005-04-07T17:00:35Z

it's a beautiful day out there
sleepy and sunny
i'm sat inside
wondering why people want to control the little men on the screen
the little men on the screen
perpetually a work in progress

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-11-08T23:05:00

2004-11-08T15:08:17Z

I'm deleting this account.
Going back to neptunenobody.
I'll add you guys and stuff so plz add me back. :) <3

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-11-08T21:53:00

2004-11-08T14:54:19Z

o.k. o.k. o.k. so we try desperately to cut the crap.

"i'm very liberal in the bedroom."

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-11-01T00:11:00

2004-10-31T16:28:33Z

Michael's been here since Thursday.
on Thursday nite we just hung together. on Friday Robina and Lily came over and didn't leave until like, 1am. They pretty much just talked to each other; Michael is shy and I don't interact well with people unless it's one-on-one.
I love my mates, but I was fucking relieved when they left. I haven't seen Michael in weeks.
Saturday morning I got out of the shower to find Lily and Robina sitting in my loungeroom, which was okay, they only stayed for a few hours. Michael and I sat around watching videos. Robina came back around that night and stayed for another few hours. That was okay, too. I love the girl. We gave her a lift home at 10 or 11.
Today Michael and I watched ARACHNAPHOBIA. Kelly came 'round late afternoon, I got her some weed and she fucked off an hour or two after she'd arrived.

Why do people only visit me when my boyfriend's here?
He's going home tomorrow.

Nonetheless,
the time I've spent wih Michael has been great.
We just get along so fabulously.
It's just so EASY.

At least he understands me when I tell him why I'm upset with him.
I don't expect anyone to change for me.
Esp. not someone who makes me this high.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-29T00:46:00

2004-10-28T16:47:27Z

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-27T13:04:00

2004-10-27T05:05:21Z

I WANT TO GET DRUNK IN THE SUN, AMEN.

HELO FUCKERS

2004-10-25T16:20:20Z

THIS IS FOR EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST

"i've realised that yes, i know some of you more than i know others...but still i don't know some of the simplest of things.
SO....
i want you to answer these VERY few questions.

1. what is your name? (i probably already know but its a good beginning question)

2. how old are you?

3. where do you live?

4. and if you could please include a picture of yourself. naked pictures welcome. hah! and again i probably already know what most of you look like but theres quite a few of you that i have no idea what the hell you look like."

- stolen from do_not_dryclean
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no subject

2004-10-25T07:43:41Z

Today is Monday.

Tomorrow my dad's going away. He won't be back until Sunday. Hurrah for that. I love the chap, but it's always nice to have a parent-free week. Jaevar (my little bro) is going to stay at his friend's place from Tuesday 'til Friday and Dave (my dad's best friend -- he lives with us) is going to fuck off to 33 until Friday, so it's just going to be little old me. How HOME ALONE 2 can you get? I'll probably spend the week doing sweet fuck all, amen.

I spoke to Michael last night. Cried at him. Told him I wasn't going up anymore. I think I've made my point, haha. Ah, he pisses me off so much, but when I hear his voice I just want to SMOOSH HIM and poke him and sit on his face. Ha-ha. Alright, that was a little crass.

Hm. I spent the day fucking around in the garden, dropping in job applications, meeting people who didn't show, alphabeticising(?) my bookcase, listening to Something For Kate, AND hating Centrelink.

I know. I've been busy. I don't know how I get a chance to update my cyberjournal three times a day.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-24T17:27:00

2004-10-24T09:27:34Z

HAVE U ...
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed someone.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[x] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone
[x] got hit by a car.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[x] lost your sibling.
[ ] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] went ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] had a car
[ ] totalled a car

DO U ...
[x] feel loved.
[ ] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[x] think you're attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to underground hip hop
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to "rock."
[ ] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] have hobbies
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[ ] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager

ARE U ...
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[ ] okay.
[x] Handsome.
[ ] bored.
[x] happy.
[x] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[ ] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] realistic.
[ ] sick.
[x] mad.
[x] lazy.
[ ] single
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[ ] horny.
[x] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] a virgin.

t-bone vego.

2004-10-20T16:52:21Z

How common are DEEPLYINVOLVED's interests

Universal

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Popular

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Common

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Specialist

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Unusual

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Rare

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stolen from thestreetspirit. <3

*dream

2004-10-19T15:50:55Z

Stoned on life
Never getting
Sick of you
Spending all my time with you
Speaking as though this will never end

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-18T14:39:00

2004-10-18T06:42:24Z

I have been listening to Secret Chiefs 3, reading Margaret Atwood and minimalising.

Today I returned some library books.

"Rose" - SC3

2004-10-17T18:28:14Z

it's like arabian nites
on the coldest day of your life
shimmering
mirages
dirt
magic
settling
waking

drink beer.

2004-10-17T10:05:41Z

well, Lily ended up coming 'round last nite, at about 9 o'clock.

i thought we'd like, be hell CHATTING and have SO MUCH to say to each other, but it just didn't happen. we almost struggled to make conversation most of the time. she stayed the night and fell asleep at about 11, so i bumbled around on the 'net for an hour, then read for a while b4 falling asleep.

Lily still grinds her teeth in her sleep.

it's great.

today we went out to Myer's orchid and picked some blossoms, then to Monika's, Emily's and finally, the beach. it was too cold to swim so we just sat on the beach and admired the headlands b4 driving back in2 town and picking up Robina along the way. we went to the Indian restaurant and got coffee.

Lily dropped us at our respective homes and fucked off to "help her parents in the garden" or something equally exclusive.

i had a resin sesh with my brother and arranged for the Rorinator to drop me off a foil. he did so and i'm fucking happy about that. waiting to hear from Mark and Michael.

KILLING TIME.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-16T16:58:00

2004-10-16T09:08:02Z

worked from 10 this morning until 3 this afternoon. that was O.K. Emma gave me 20 bucks at the end of the day, which isn't all that much, but 20 bucks is 20 bucks, so i'm not bothered.

i ran into Lily while i was at the Café. she's back from Broome. she looks good and seems to have changed for the better. she is a lot more kicked back now and i'm loving it.

i'm trying to get in touch with her at the mo', actually, 'cause i want to invite her 'round 4 a session.

yesterday Skye rang me. then Spam rang me so i met up with her in town.

Alica's back from NSW! and still bitching about me, apparently. i genuinely don't understand some people, honestly. i'm not worrying about it at all. it's none of my business whether people like me or not, anyway.

i saw Kelly and Trina whilst Spam and i were in town last nite. Kel gave me and Jaevs a lift to Albany to get a 50.

and last Saturday i saw Krystl. the bloody fucked up tripper she is. i liked it, tho'. she seems a lot more comfortable within herself than she used to. she doesn't lie as much, which is always NICE.

well, i'm finished name-dropping. have a nice weekend.

fukhedz

2004-10-14T11:16:46Z

i need a couple of hours of remedial cyberspace.

i feel like a bit of a dick really.

no-one take anything i say seriously.

bloody fucking cmdmdml;m,sl;k;lk. pick up your cigarette butt. what the fuck are you doing? don't throw that empty bottle onto the grass, you fuck. pick that up. BUNNINGS?! fuck that shit. do you know know what they fucking do to the environment?! oh yes, i'm really enjoying the work i'm doing. using up all this foam and cloth and timber that would have gone begging, and no-one would've missed and probably would've been thrown into the bush somewhere if we hadn't used it. isn't this nice. la di da. "do you want something to eat, babe?" no thanks, i don't endorse globalisation. what am i doing with my life, you ask? well, i'm doing some volunteer work. no, i don't get paid for it. yes. yes, it's a bush regeneration project. we plant trees of the native variety and i get a fucking kick out of it. aren't i the regular fucking saint theresa? i recycle and i HAVE A COMPOST BIN. WHOA. OH MY GOD, I DON'T OWN A MICROWAVE. HAS THE WORLD GONE MAD?! No. I am just NORMAL.

FCK U! fckn Americanised piece of shit that Australia is becoming.
fucking spy training schools?! wtf?
how Cody fucking Banks.
how fucking AMERICAN.

i'm going to die.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-13T20:21:00

2004-10-13T12:32:44Z

"for those of you who do not know, we are going to play some old songs and then
we're going to play some new songs and then
we're going to go shopping." - my thom.

i'm going to EAT PROPERLY. MY BODY is MY TEMPLE. i have candida. i must stick to my yeast-free diet thingy.

it's hard this whole eating right thing. i've been a vegetarian since i was a kid; eating meat makes me feel sick.
but i spoke to my mother last night and she's had to start eating meat, too. she blacked out three times and wound up in hospital. since she has started eating more protein she says she has a lot more energy and feels a lot better. she told me that since i also have candida and anaemia, the same will apply to me and i could get into the state she was in a lot quicker than she did, so i should "DEFINITELY START EATING MEAT."

ok, mother. i understand, but i DON'T WANNA EAT MEAT.

bodies are far too complicated for my liking.

in2 U

2004-10-12T16:31:27Z

i'm into you. this will be the death of me. today is the first day of the rest of my life.
together. we're in this. i'm into you. this will be the death of me. know that you're in my heart.
i'm into you. tell me something i don't know about myself. i can be whatever you like and it's so clear to me. together. we're in this. i'm into you. so what if we're worlds apart? this will be the death of me.
i'm into you. don't apologise. don't look back.
together. we're in this. i'm into you.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-12T22:13:00

2004-10-12T14:21:04Z

i feel like a nasty bitch sometimes, because i become fascinated by the way he seems to love me more than i do him. which of course is a ridiculous notion in itself, as love is infinite.

i'm happy most of the time. last night i sorted out a whole heap of junk i had stored in boxes and it made me feel good. my bookshelf is looking fucking awesome. i need to get the rest of my books out of boxes, but i'm afraid there won't be enough room for them all. i suppose i'll just have to make space.

i feel like getting rid of my computer.

i feel like going bush.

i'm reading Dirt Music and it's so fucking inspiring.

i love Western Australia.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-10-10T00:56:00

2004-10-09T17:01:24Z

i'm growing up, i really am.

if i knew more words, perhaps i could explain myself "better," but i don't, so i'll make do with my stunted fucking vocabulary in an awkward manner.

see? wtf? that sentence does not make sense and it's awfully long.

really, i'm growing up.

i know myself better aswell. i like that my relationship with michael challenges me mentally. stimulates, even. he may be a bit of a fucker, but he's certainly not stupid.

i'm trying more than ever to be true to myself.

i must remain true to myself.

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-09-14T19:36:00

2004-09-14T11:37:18Z

WTF WHAT THE MOTHERCUNTINGFUCK WAS UP WITH THAT? I FUCKING HATE L:IVEJOURNAL WITH MY ETERNAL BEING I AM HAVING AN EMOTIONAL OILSPILL AND IT DECIDES TO JUST RANDOMLY DISAPPEAR FROM MY COMPUTER SCREEN?!#NLK:M

FUCK U

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-09-13T18:45:00

2004-09-13T10:54:29Z

today i had an amazing stroke of luck.
i was meant to be working for my dad, but when i woke up this morning he'd changed his mind about going through today. we're going to do it tomorrow instead.

i decided to go down town on my father's bicycle. visit the library, grab a cup of coffee. i went to the cafe lime, but it was closed, so i rode over to the lion's den. cheeto, mary and dot were sitting outside, so i joined them and bought a coffee.

mary invited me over for a jam. i've never really met her before properly, so it was a lovely gesture, and i accepted it gladly. she's lovely. very open and warm.

we spent a couple of hours together. smoking cones and shit, that was cool. i don't have many stoner buddies these days. everyone else has grown up, i suppose. heh.

afterwards, she gave me a lift back to the lion's den. i picked up my bike and went to the library. got out a few books and a video.

when i got home, michael called me.

now i'm sitting around alone. i feel pretty light. very at peace, really. i hope i don't just feel flat and i'm talking it up. i don't really know how i feel.

why am i documenting my thought patterns?

deeplyinvolved @ 2004-08-31T21:40:00

2004-08-31T13:52:47Z

favourite Radiohead album?

mine are a split between Kid A and Pablo Honey.

tasteless.

2004-06-16T14:36:26Z

LEATHERFACE SAYS, "FRIENDS FUCKING ONLY."

i'm sure you know what to do.