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it's a beautiful day out there
sleepy and sunny
i'm sat inside
wondering why people want to control the little men on the screen
the little men on the screen
perpetually a work in progress
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[08 Nov 2004|11:05pm] |
I'm deleting this account.
Going back to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) neptunenobody.
I'll add you guys and stuff so plz add me back. :) <3
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[08 Nov 2004|09:53pm] |
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o.k. o.k. o.k. so we try desperately to cut the crap.
"i'm very liberal in the bedroom."
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[29 Oct 2004|12:46am] |
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[27 Oct 2004|01:04pm] |
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PORTISHEAD (LIVE) |
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I WANT TO GET DRUNK IN THE SUN, AMEN.
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[26 Oct 2004|12:17am] |
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THIS IS FOR EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST
"i've realised that yes, i know some of you more than i know others...but still i don't know some of the simplest of things.
SO....
i want you to answer these VERY few questions.
1. what is your name? (i probably already know but its a good beginning question)
2. how old are you?
3. where do you live?
4. and if you could please include a picture of yourself. naked pictures welcome. hah! and again i probably already know what most of you look like but theres quite a few of you that i have no idea what the hell you look like."
- stolen from do_not_dryclean
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[25 Oct 2004|03:47pm] |
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SFK - Moving Right Along |
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Today is Monday.
Tomorrow my dad's going away. He won't be back until Sunday. Hurrah for that. I love the chap, but it's always nice to have a parent-free week. Jaevar (my little bro) is going to stay at his friend's place from Tuesday 'til Friday and Dave (my dad's best friend -- he lives with us) is going to fuck off to 33 until Friday, so it's just going to be little old me. How HOME ALONE 2 can you get? I'll probably spend the week doing sweet fuck all, amen.
I spoke to Michael last night. Cried at him. Told him I wasn't going up anymore. I think I've made my point, haha. Ah, he pisses me off so much, but when I hear his voice I just want to SMOOSH HIM and poke him and sit on his face. Ha-ha. Alright, that was a little crass.
Hm. I spent the day fucking around in the garden, dropping in job applications, meeting people who didn't show, alphabeticising(?) my bookcase, listening to Something For Kate, AND hating Centrelink.
I know. I've been busy. I don't know how I get a chance to update my cyberjournal three times a day.
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[19 Oct 2004|11:48pm] |
Stoned on life
Never getting
Sick of you
Spending all my time with you
Speaking as though this will never end
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[18 Oct 2004|02:39pm] |
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I have been listening to Secret Chiefs 3, reading Margaret Atwood and minimalising.
Today I returned some library books.
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[18 Oct 2004|02:29am] |
it's like arabian nites
on the coldest day of your life
shimmering
mirages
dirt
magic
settling
waking
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[17 Oct 2004|06:05pm] |
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well, Lily ended up coming 'round last nite, at about 9 o'clock.
i thought we'd like, be hell CHATTING and have SO MUCH to say to each other, but it just didn't happen. we almost struggled to make conversation most of the time. she stayed the night and fell asleep at about 11, so i bumbled around on the 'net for an hour, then read for a while b4 falling asleep.
Lily still grinds her teeth in her sleep.
it's great.
today we went out to Myer's orchid and picked some blossoms, then to Monika's, Emily's and finally, the beach. it was too cold to swim so we just sat on the beach and admired the headlands b4 driving back in2 town and picking up Robina along the way. we went to the Indian restaurant and got coffee.
Lily dropped us at our respective homes and fucked off to "help her parents in the garden" or something equally exclusive.
i had a resin sesh with my brother and arranged for the Rorinator to drop me off a foil. he did so and i'm fucking happy about that. waiting to hear from Mark and Michael.
KILLING TIME.
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[16 Oct 2004|04:58pm] |
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there there (variation) |
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worked from 10 this morning until 3 this afternoon. that was O.K. Emma gave me 20 bucks at the end of the day, which isn't all that much, but 20 bucks is 20 bucks, so i'm not bothered.
i ran into Lily while i was at the Café. she's back from Broome. she looks good and seems to have changed for the better. she is a lot more kicked back now and i'm loving it.
i'm trying to get in touch with her at the mo', actually, 'cause i want to invite her 'round 4 a session.
yesterday Skye rang me. then Spam rang me so i met up with her in town.
Alica's back from NSW! and still bitching about me, apparently. i genuinely don't understand some people, honestly. i'm not worrying about it at all. it's none of my business whether people like me or not, anyway.
i saw Kelly and Trina whilst Spam and i were in town last nite. Kel gave me and Jaevs a lift to Albany to get a 50.
and last Saturday i saw Krystl. the bloody fucked up tripper she is. i liked it, tho'. she seems a lot more comfortable within herself than she used to. she doesn't lie as much, which is always NICE.
well, i'm finished name-dropping. have a nice weekend.
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[14 Oct 2004|07:16pm] |
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i'm not UR property |
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i need a couple of hours of remedial cyberspace.
i feel like a bit of a dick really.
no-one take anything i say seriously.
bloody fucking cmdmdml;m,sl;k;lk. pick up your cigarette butt. what the fuck are you doing? don't throw that empty bottle onto the grass, you fuck. pick that up. BUNNINGS?! fuck that shit. do you know know what they fucking do to the environment?! oh yes, i'm really enjoying the work i'm doing. using up all this foam and cloth and timber that would have gone begging, and no-one would've missed and probably would've been thrown into the bush somewhere if we hadn't used it. isn't this nice. la di da. "do you want something to eat, babe?" no thanks, i don't endorse globalisation. what am i doing with my life, you ask? well, i'm doing some volunteer work. no, i don't get paid for it. yes. yes, it's a bush regeneration project. we plant trees of the native variety and i get a fucking kick out of it. aren't i the regular fucking saint theresa? i recycle and i HAVE A COMPOST BIN. WHOA. OH MY GOD, I DON'T OWN A MICROWAVE. HAS THE WORLD GONE MAD?! No. I am just NORMAL.
FCK U! fckn Americanised piece of shit that Australia is becoming.
fucking spy training schools?! wtf?
how Cody fucking Banks.
how fucking AMERICAN.
i'm going to die.
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[13 Oct 2004|08:21pm] |
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"for those of you who do not know, we are going to play some old songs and then
we're going to play some new songs and then
we're going to go shopping." - my thom.
i'm going to EAT PROPERLY. MY BODY is MY TEMPLE. i have candida. i must stick to my yeast-free diet thingy.
it's hard this whole eating right thing. i've been a vegetarian since i was a kid; eating meat makes me feel sick.
but i spoke to my mother last night and she's had to start eating meat, too. she blacked out three times and wound up in hospital. since she has started eating more protein she says she has a lot more energy and feels a lot better. she told me that since i also have candida and anaemia, the same will apply to me and i could get into the state she was in a lot quicker than she did, so i should "DEFINITELY START EATING MEAT."
ok, mother. i understand, but i DON'T WANNA EAT MEAT.
bodies are far too complicated for my liking.
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[13 Oct 2004|12:25am] |
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i'm into you. this will be the death of me. today is the first day of the rest of my life.
together. we're in this. i'm into you. this will be the death of me. know that you're in my heart.
i'm into you. tell me something i don't know about myself. i can be whatever you like and it's so clear to me. together. we're in this. i'm into you. so what if we're worlds apart? this will be the death of me.
i'm into you. don't apologise. don't look back.
together. we're in this. i'm into you.
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[12 Oct 2004|10:13pm] |
i feel like a nasty bitch sometimes, because i become fascinated by the way he seems to love me more than i do him. which of course is a ridiculous notion in itself, as love is infinite.
i'm happy most of the time. last night i sorted out a whole heap of junk i had stored in boxes and it made me feel good. my bookshelf is looking fucking awesome. i need to get the rest of my books out of boxes, but i'm afraid there won't be enough room for them all. i suppose i'll just have to make space.
i feel like getting rid of my computer.
i feel like going bush.
i'm reading Dirt Music and it's so fucking inspiring.
i love Western Australia.
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[10 Oct 2004|12:56am] |
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i'm growing up, i really am.
if i knew more words, perhaps i could explain myself "better," but i don't, so i'll make do with my stunted fucking vocabulary in an awkward manner.
see? wtf? that sentence does not make sense and it's awfully long.
really, i'm growing up.
i know myself better aswell. i like that my relationship with michael challenges me mentally. stimulates, even. he may be a bit of a fucker, but he's certainly not stupid.
i'm trying more than ever to be true to myself.
i must remain true to myself.
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